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Tue, 19 Apr 2005 06:50:50 GMT

well, i am dropping out of school. tomorrow.

"Life is Good, life is Great, Life is Unbelieveable" says LFO (and I need help!)

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 01:27:44 GMT

I am definitely supposed to be doing a nice big portfolio for English. Oh how I hate portfolios. And I hate more that I am such a procrastinator every time. I tell myself that next time I will start early and not wait until the day before it's due. And this time I was going to be successful because I made a schedule for the week and what I was doing each night. Yea, that one did NOT work. Pretty much I knew it wouldn't work out. I saw it in my head that I would be doing all of it all day Sunday. And that's what has happened. And I am so far from being done. But I keep getting distracted. It is just not working out for me. SUCKY CRAP!!

However, I am really having an amazing time listening to some fun-ny songs. Sure did just listen to my old favorite "Kylie said to Jason" by KLF. And a little LFO. Dear God, what is wrong with me? Then we've got some Madonna, Michelle Branch, Midtown, and Natalie Imbruglia coming up. But the best so far had to have been "Cool Rider" from Grease 2. Oh yes, I LOVE that one. And it'll be a party up in this hizzouse when the West Side Story soundtrack comes up. It's too bad I am all alone and feel like a crazy person. Also, I am really hungry.

Tomorrow is Valentine's DAY! Oh YAY!!! I just like the....HOLY craop13@$!!!!!! there sure is an ant on the wall. what the crap? i am leaving. screw the portfolio!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 03:20:12 GMT

Christmas was great. It really was. Even though it didn't exactly feel like Christmas, it was great. And I got much less presents than usually but they all rock so much that I am really happy with them. It's a bit sad that it's New Year's Eve and I'm doing nothing. But I did just get home not too long ago from California so really, it's fine. I might actually get some sleep tonight.

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 04:10:41 GMT

One more day of school this week. YES!!! I am so very excited for Thanksgiving as it is going to be great this year. I am not sure why it'll be great, but it will be.

But along with goodness comes sucking which happens with the Christmas parade. It is not going to be good because I am surely going to freeze or have a broken ankle by the end. I seriously am not looking forward to such.

IN CONCLUSION: I have no clue why this is being updated, huh. Most likely reason: I am supposed to be writing a huge paper really.

Thu, 04 Nov 2004 04:32:55 GMT

Things are lovely lovely. I hate snow though, but it is now gone. However, the cold is still here, and I sure do hate that mucho. And spending 10 minutes to scrape frost off the car in the morning is really not at all fun. School is good. It's keeping me super busy, that's for sure. I really have nothing to say so mostly this was pointless. Huh.

i found some awards, uh huh.

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 03:17:00 GMT

So my birthday was Tuesday. It was a good one. I am now 16 which makes me feel cooler even though really, I am not. But I definitely did get my license today. Woo. It is crazy though. I do not seem old enough to drive since Val was like freakin' 18 almost.

So the awards for J-Day have finally been found. Here it goes:

1st place for Lindsay, Val, Kelli, Amy, and Jenna for Centerspread
1st place for Amy and Val for In-Depth treatment of a single topic
1st place for Kelli for Single page layout
1st place for Val, Amy, Kelli, and Aaron for Headlines
2nd place for Phil-a-dilly for ADs
2nd place for Val for Critical Review
Honorable Mentions:
Val - Personal Opinion Column
Kelli - National or International Opinion
Staff - Three Issues, General Excellence

Also, we got second place in best of show for the 1st issue this year. I suppose that is okay?!? Hmm.

Regionals for band was yesterday. Yea, we got first out of 5 in our division and beat all 3A bands as well. There were like 4 or 5 of them.

This week has been wonderful.

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 21:57:45 GMT

The Homecoming game was really good. Estes won which was neat. I froze to death at half time while doing my flag corps fun time. Yea, I didn't really like that so much. Even though probably I looked bad, I felt good about my performance as a whole because I didn't forget any of the parts. Yep.

The Homecoming dance was a lot of fun. I went over to Sara's house to get ready. Her sister did my hair, and I thought it looked so pretty. Maybe I'll figure out how to post pictures sometime. For dinner we went to Mama Rose's. So many people looked at us all weird when we walked in. And some crazy lady kept staring at Sara and smiling real big. I had some tasty bread and noodle stuff. It was good.
We got to the dance a little after 9:30 or something and there were a lot more people there than I expected. I had a great time dancing even though the DJ at times was quite lame.

After the dance I went to Sara's house to watch movies and then spent the night. I tried to stay awake during the movie but was way too tired so I feel asleep for part of it. Sara and I slept until 10ammm and then I went home at like 12 so I could shower before having to go undecorate at the high school.

Nothing much was fun about school today. I realized how much I miss how things were last year. I miss the people that were in the school like some of the Seniors because I hate the stupid freshmen. And I miss how home used to be. It's so different. But apparently I almost forgot that it was different because last night I got home at like 8:30 and asked my mom if Val was home. What the heck was I thinking? Really, I am not sure.

I am excited for tomorrow because it is journalism day at CSU. Should be fun.

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 04:05:35 GMT

This week has been Homecoming Week and what a great one it has been. Monday was pj day with a pillow fight for the lunch activity. It was quite fun to watch kids hit each other in the face with pillows. Yes. At night was the powerpuff game, and the seniors won. But the juniors were actually pretty great. Tueday was Twin Day. I was twins with Sara and we looked pretty awesome. The noon competition was lame, a three-legged race. Woo. Wednesday was Beach day. There was a hula hoop contest but I definitely missed that one. The powderpuff game was last night. It was Seniors 28 to 0 for the juniors. It was pouring rain so I was soaking wet. At least it wasn't very cold. That was good. Today was Salad Dressing Day. I was ranch and dressed like a lame cowgirl. What fun. And the lunch activity was disgusting. It was a salad eating contest which doesn't sound so bad but they put like half a bottle of dressing on top. All the people were guys and it was so gross watching them trying to eat it. It looked like they all wanted to puke. Ewwwy.

Tomorrow is of course spirit day. So that should be a whole lot of fun, I guess. I am not looking forward to the possible snow that is to come dumping down tomorrow night during the game. I have to do some flag corps fun time and don't feel like freezing. But I guess that might just have to happen.

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 23:35:22 GMT

This week has sucked. I don't so much like staying at my grandparents house for a whole week when my house is two seconds away. And my Grandma is trying to tell my parents to take their time getting home. No, not cool. They better be home tomorrow. They NEED to be.

Next week is Homecoming week. Should be good. I think I'm going with Andrew Libby. Yes, that should be fun. And Sara and Matt are coming with us. But Sara wants to go to Hooters and that does not sound too appealing to me so hopefully that crap will change. And also, despite the fact that there are like 7524920 dresses in my house, none are good enough so I need to go shopping this weekend. Hmmm.

School sucks. That is all about that.

I have a fun little party to go to tonight. Woo hoo. And then tomorrow I have to be at the school at 9am for publications. What kind of crap is that? Smelly crap.

I think that is all for now.

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 04:48:09 GMT

Today was good. I don’t think a lot happened. Apparently the new cool thing is to get a date to homecoming, and of course I just am dieing to be cool (not really). I don't have any plans for homecoming, and I don't plan to get any until about 3 days before. Yea, sounds good.

And well, our theme = stupidest theme ever in the history of the world … “Ride the Tide of Bobcat Pride." What the hell is that? Yes, it is crap. Crap crap and more crap crap crap. I hate it. Hate it. There really wasn’t a better one to vote for though except I didn’t vote for that crap. So I am not sure what I would have done. And my ideas were shot down by my stupid committee. Such sadness.

None of my classes were very exciting. Except band was good. I did an amazing job at the drill and routine so “woo” for me. And I didn’t hit my head with the pole. Oh, and we got our costumes. But that is not so exciting because we are munchkins wearing costumes intended for 5 year old girls, but also made in adult sizes. I look like an idiot. I’ll be sure to take pictures and try to show the wonderment.

The rest of the day was fine. I went to the grocery store with Bekah after school to get some materials for some chile roasting fun time for Spanish Club. I’m like treasurer or something, but I am not sure why because I hate Spanish and suck at it so why would I be in a club for it? Probably I am crazy.

Tonight I had flag corps practice from 6-8. We were doing pretty well, but it got so cold. Then I hung out with Brooke and Bekah for a while because they are fun.

I’ve got nothing else to say. I am so ready for tomorrow because I have dance. And I love dance, and it will be great.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 03:51:16 GMT

It has been as really long time. I don't ever feel like updating this. I don't ever have anything to say. I started school last week Monday. It's been pretty great except Spanish. I hate Spanish and I need to quit that class. I suck at it and it is not going to get better. I like english, math, science, pub, and band is okay. nothing exciting happens ever. but maybe someday good things will happen and i will have things to write. or i can just write pointless things like now. uh huh. right.

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 05:15:03 GMT

i still suck at this. nothing is new with me. i went to California for almost two weeks. i had a really great time. it sucks to be back in colorado. and i have to work tomorrow at 7am which is going to kill me. i have working there. but whatever. maybe sometime interesting will happen and i will have something to say.

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 03:17:37 GMT

The internet has been so broken. It works for like 3 minutes every 13 hours. It's ridiculous. This time it seems to be working for a while. Nothing much is new.

I leave for California in 2 days. I am so excited.

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 04:35:59 GMT

I decided that since school is over, and summer is here, I will try to do this lj real good like. Things were quite crazy this weekend as it was graduation. Val graduated which was...neat, I guess. She doesn't leave until September, so it doesn't really matter to me yet. I spent the weekend going to a couple of parties.

On Saturday I was at Val and Amy's party from like 9 am until 3pm. It was very lovely, and Eileen and Caitlin came so that made it quite great. However, I ate too much food. After their party was over, I went to Lin and Kelli's party at Kelli's house. I looked at some photos for a couple minutes, and then decided to go hang out with Sean. We sat around watching like Home Improvement and some other shows. Except we mostly just talked a lot so I didn't really watch. It was fun talking to him and catching up because I haven't really talked to him about anything in a year. I felt bad though because he had a really bad cough and everytime we'd laugh he would start like dieing because of coughing. It was a bit sad.

After leaving their house at like 5:30, I went home. I don't remember what I did. Probably just watched tv or something boring. On Sunday, I had to get up at 8 to go to church. We watched some Jesus movie before church which made me really tired, but the church service was good because we sang lots of America songs in honor of Memorial Day. When church was over, I went home for a while and then went to another graduation party with Val. It was for like Jeff, Aaron, Patrick, and Josh. It was fun enough, ate some cake and looked at pictures. We left at about 2 to go home and get ready for graduation.

Graduation was lovely. I had to play for the band which kind of sucked, but didn't matter too much. Carly and I had a good time making fun of out lame counselor who sounds like an infomercial. I thought I was going to cry, but I only had a few tears because Carly decided to cry a river which made me feel like crying. After the ceremony, I took a bunch of pictures of Val and kids. Then I hugged people and said congratulations a lot. And then it was time to go home.

We ate with my grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins, and other family. It was fun, I guess. My very distant counsin, Korinna who I hadn't seen in about 8 years, was there. She is so much fun, and she makes me laugh so that was cool. When we were done eating and after we had taking 42489274924 pictures, Val and I went to Sam T's party.
That was quite the fun time. We were only there for an hour. And only Sam, Chris, Michael, Phil, Tina, Hentosh, and Amy were there. Amy left after only and little while. And then Phil too. I watched some people play pool and then some funny kid was playing a videogame. Michael was sitting on a table and tried to break it. And Chris was lame, as usual. So that was a real good time.

Today I did nothing. I slept in and then watched tv and went to work. We went out to dinner and then I drove some and that is all.

Tomorrow I get to go help at the elementary school library. That ought to be fun, I guess. I'm getting quite excited for my trip to California. I leave in like 12 days. So great.

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 02:43:11 GMT

I am moving to Alaska.

The End.

P.S. Not really, but I wish.

Tue, 06 Apr 2004 04:39:47 GMT

I really suck at this lj thing. I have no idea why I ever got one. I like to read other ones, but mine just likes to suck, a lot. Nothing much is new with me. And there isn't much to update on. I got my hair cut almost 2 weeks ago. It's pretty short, and I think cute. I think I need a new icon because 1) I'm bored with my current one and 2) I look like an idiot. Although, that will probably be the case with any future ones. Oh well.

Spring break was last week. I went on a road trip to Indiana with my friend Carly. It was quite a lot of fun. We stayed in a ghetto haunted motel the first night that had random telephone rings, a shower that went "ding" everytime the bathroom door was opened or closed, and a jackhammer noise at 5am. That sure was cool. I met a lot of her family, and they're all real cool. Her cousins, Stephanie and Kristin, were fun so we hung out with them for a few days. We shopped some and went to a lake a couple days. I ate WAY too much and gained about a bazillion pounds. I am now a hugely huge heffer. Yuck. Another neat thing about the trip was that we got to stay in a mansion-type house that was infested with ladybugs. And the rug in the living room smelled like burning ladybugs or something weird like that. This last Saturday I saw Hairspray with my aunt, uncle, and Val. It was the most awesome show. I laughed so much. And these two guys there, not in the show, were real hot. Which was cool because I am lame like that.

Today going back to school was not so cool. But I had a really great day. Track practice was not so much of a good time because I can't run. I hurt my ankles on hurdles and screwed up my shins somewhere else. But if I don't pretend to be okay, then I have to go get x-rays and probably won't be able to run anymore this season. That would suck.

That is about it.

i am here.

Mon, 22 Mar 2004 04:51:23 GMT

So, finally, I've decided to do some kind of update. It's been a little over a month. Nothing much is new at all. Spring Break is in 3 days, and I can't wait. I'm going on a road trip with my super awesome friend and her mom and her mom's boyfriend. We are going to Indiana which should be cool because I've never been there before. And hopefully on the way there we will get to see Bea who lives in Illinois.

So lately school has been pretty boring. We had state testing all last week. The scedule was cool only because I got to miss Spanish 3 days in a row. One of the days was because of a track meet. The track meet was good except a few days before it I had really hurt my knee and ankle on hurdles. So at the meet while running hurdles, I further killed my knee and ankle. But it was fun anyway.

Seriously nothing is new or exciting with me. Maybe this short week will be good before break. And maybe an update will come. And maybe not.

Coolest song, ever.

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 02:00:34 GMT

My newest favorite song is "Kylie said to Jason" by KLF. It makes me laugh. Here are the lyrics, as I thought you'd like to know why this song is so neat (imagine it being sung by a funny Australian man):

Oh Baby...............................Oh Baby
I was lying on the floor
with the music in my head
the Todd Terry Project
was the last thing that I heard
I had searched for the answer
it was not much to find
Then Kylie said to Jason
"It's all in the mind"
My mind was empty (party)
Had been for a while (party)
So I said to Kylie (party)
"Jason's got some style" (party)
You got it, You got it
I'm gonna leave this body now
I'm gonna leave this body now
Oh Baby...............................Oh Baby
Trapped in a rerun
Of a seventies sitcom soap
"Some Mothers Do Have 'Em"
Or "The Archie Bunker Show"
I was smokin with Felicity
The good life begins in bed
Richard was in the garden
Or I think that's what she said
Then in walks Skippy (party)
The bush kangaroo (party)
Rolf playing "Sad Eyes" (party)
And playing the didgeridoo (party)
You got it, You got it
You got it, You got it
I'm gonna leave this body now
I'm gonna leave this body now
Oh Baby...............................Oh Baby
You got it, You got it
You got it, You got it
I'm gonna leave this body now
I'm gonna leave this body now
You got it, You got it
You got it, You got it
I'm gonna leave this body now
I'm gonna leave this body now

Wow. Yes, so great.

good times

Tue, 17 Feb 2004 03:18:05 GMT

So yesterday morning I left my house at 9am to go with Carly to hang out with her Grandma. We met her Grandma in Boulder, and then we drove to her Grandma's house in Aurora. At around 12 we had lunch with some elderly ladies and gentlemen at The Willshire Inn. It was super nice. There were like 5 ladies there named Bev which was confusing, but I never had to call them by their name so it didn't actually matter. I had some french toast thing that was really good. This Chinese waiter guy who kept pouring me a gagillion glasses of water had the funniest mustache ever. And he kept smiling when he would pour the water, and I had to try real hard not to laugh.

After the lunch, we went to the Aurora mall. HOLY GEEZ! That place has some scurry people. And it seems kind of rundown or something. But so Carly got some cute outfit thing while I sat there looking at the pretty skirts. After about an hour in the mall, we went and saw Miracle. It was a super good movie. It was a real feel good flick. After the movie we went back to her Grandma's and had some dinner. It was pretty tasty - some pork sandwich thing, orange cracker things, raspberry jello, and some chocolate dessert thing. I also has some broccoli crapper with sunflower seeds, raisins, and bacon. There was some kind of dressing on it. It was okay, but sort of hard to eat all of it because of the dressing that tasted so weird.

After dinner we watched a million things on tv. My favorite was Extreme Makeover: Home Edition. It was such a beautiful house in the end. And then Carly and I cried when the family saw the dad. That is how lame I am. (I didn't say Carly was lame because she definitely is not.) It was cute though. And then I went to sleep at 10. That is seriously the earliest I have gone to bed in like 6 months or something long like that. The bed was soo super comfortable. I loved it.

This morning we woke up at like 10. Well, I didn't wake up until 10:30. We had bacon, eggs, and toast for breakfast. So good. Then we sat around watching gameshows until we left at 12ish. We met Tony (Carly's mom's boyfriend) in Boulder so we could get back to Estes.

I got home and had to leave like right after for my physical. I HATE PHYSICALS! This one sucked as much as the others. The nurse was really nice, though. She had to ask me a lot of questions though. The worst part with the nurse was when she had to get a blood sample. I hate needles, and then watching the blood go into the little tube thing made me sick. I did get a cute little Snoopy bandaid. Then I was told to put on this white t-shirt that had no back and sit there to freeze until the doctor came in. Yuck. The doctor also had to ask me a lot of questions. My favorite: "Do you have a boyfriend?" No. "Do you have any questions about boyfriend/girlfriend relationships?" No. I should have asked him how to kiss properly. ha ha. Val told me I should have told him I had a girlfriend. That sure would have been great.

So basically from my physical I learned that I'm very healthy or something. And I'm taller than I am heavy, which=very good. And he says I'm doing a great job keeping active and taking care of my body. I think the results were crap because I don't think I'm healthy, and it's just luck that I seem to be taking care of my body.

I came home and took a shower. And then I called Danyele, but we talked for like 2 minutes. And then I called Sara. She made me laugh a ton, as always.

Then I went driving. And it was great. Only for an hour, but it was still fun. My dad said I was "awesome" so that's cool. Hopefully I will get to go driving a lot so I don't end up with 3 permits, not enough hours, and no lincense at the age of almost 18 - like Val.

Now I should go do something productive. I am very excited to go to school tomorrow. It will probably suck, like usual, but I am still looking forward to it. I hope everyone had themself a lovely weekend!

P.S. So I FINALLY like a new kid. We will call him... Mr. Emo Boy. Yea, that's fitting.

i need a file

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 03:45:10 GMT

Finally, I am updating. Well, it's only been a little over 2 weeks. That's not so bad. There hasn't really been much reason to update because nothing exciting has happened.

School has been boring. We're starting geometry in math. I think I'm pretty much going to suck with that but oh well. English has been a crap load of work since the semester changed. Band sucked before, but it continues to get worse each day. The director really doesn't like me, and he never fails to let me and the class know every day. Science has sucked because we had to move seats. I still sit by Nate which is good. And Brooker sits at the table behind me. But Jordan is not nearly close enough, even though he is at the table diagonally behind me. But Thursday was good because we all just sat together, well no actually Brooker didn't. Spanish has been pretty fun. We basically just do a million worksheets, and currently we are working on presentations. I'm in a group with Brooker, Amber, Emma, and Miles, but it's like split in two so Miles and I are together and the other three are together. Last period I have journalism. I really have no idea why I'm in it, besides the fact that Val told me to be. I suck at writing, and I don't really like to do it. But of course since Val asked me to do it, I am.

I think Sara convinced me to do track. I have a physical on Monday because it starts on Tuesday. I hate physicals so much because I always leave feeling molested. Or maybe I'm just weird.

Well, today was Valentine's Day. Sadly I had no hot date. Except it doesn't even matter because I've never been a fan of Valentine's Day. I've only ever gotten stuff from guys, out of choice, twice. One time was in 5th grade. I walked into the classroom to find a white rose and some yellow stuffed thing on my desk. It's very sad that I never actually found out who gave me those things. I guess I'll probably never know which is kind of sad. And the other time was last year. This kid I liked gave me a stuffed thing. It was a bear or a dog or something.

The rest of the years I got Valentines from all the kids who had to give me them from kindergarten until 5th. And then 6th-9th, I got Valentine's from my friends. I especailly enjoyed the Barbi Valentine I got this year from Eileen. And the one from Danyele that was Lion King was super great. And then Carspock gave me a chocolate sucker that was really very good. And Brooke gave me a bagillion pretty heart stickers that said things like "Best Friends" "Hottie" "Word" "Call me" and stuff like that, along with some candy hearts. And Sara gave me a lovely card with a dog and some candy hearts. Inside the card was the coolest/funniest note ever. And then from Brandi I got this awesome homemade card. Inside was a picture of David and myself from MORP. I absolutely love it! I will have to post it sometime because it makes me laugh.

So today I went to my cousins' house. It sure was a lot of fun. And then I've done nothing else. I have some homework to finish up because tomorrow I'm going to hang out with Carly until Monday around 1. I'm so excited because we haven't hung out for a while, and she is a really fun time. I definitely can not wait. So maybe on Monday I'll be updating about that.

Hope all is good with anyone who reads this shix. I guess I'll go do something now or whatever.

(How was that for an update?)

bit of an update

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 00:16:26 GMT

umm. Life has been pretty lovely lately.

Last Saturday was Morp, which was super fun. I went with David (my date), Carly, Scott, Alayna, and Kyle. I wasn't expecting to have any fun at all because homecoming kind of sucked. But Morp was 4728482528592492552734724.32 times better. So like we went to dinner at Orlando's. I had some good chicken thing. ha. We colored our placemats. They were paper (duh) and looked like playing cards; it was so cool. The dance was a lot of fun. I hung out with Sara B. a lot. She is seriously the funniest person. Also hung out with Brandy and Jordan. Oh, and obviously David. and then with Carly for the last bit. It was great. And Val showed up with a yellow umbrella. Very cool. I had like the best time. It was especially neat when David asked if I was drunk. hahahaha. Definitely the coolest thing ever. I don't really know what I did to make him ask, but I was not, in fact, drunk. After the dance was over, Alayna took me home after we dropped off David. It was soooo cold outside. Hmm, that's the short version of that.

I didn't do anything Sunday. And school this week has been mostly uneventful. I've really been loving my science class. Like I hate science and that class sucks, but it is fun now because Jordan transfered to our class. So I sit by Jordan, Nate, and Brooke. It's like the coolest and most fun table. And somehow we get stuff down, even though we like never seem to do anything. I usually sit there having great conversations with Jordan and Nate while Brooke laughs. It's real neat.

I am now on my way to dance. and then I have some stupid band thing. We are playing with some world famous band. i am not excited. i hate band. and it sucks. and i'm supposed to be at a basketball game with Carly, but sadly my mom is stupid. sadness.

A horrible update, but i needed something new. excuse the mistakes. i'll take care of em later.

good times with Danyele

Mon, 19 Jan 2004 03:25:19 GMT

The internet has been doing a lot of breaking lately.

Yesterday I went shopping with Danyele. It was a lot of fun. I laughed a ton especially when we were trying on clothes at Charlotte Russe. Most all of it was very slut-like. Neither of us bought anything from there even though the sale was very very good. Danyele got herself a very awesome dress from. . . well I forget. But she looks so very hot in it! (yes, dear, you do.) We also bought these denim jumpsuit things or whatever they are called. They were like $10, and we both thought we should have them. I'm not sure when I'll be wearing mine, maybe next Halloween. I also got a sweater, and that's about it. Oh, yea, we ate at Red Robin and our waiter was very adorable. uh yea. And we like sat by the bar, and one of the bartenders was very hot. Danyele kept trying to figure out what his name was, well I was trying to, too. I don't think we ever did figure out. We got back to Estes at like 10. I really am not sure what we actually did that took that long.

Today I went to church and that's about it. I watched way too many movies on television. Got some books from the library, but I was sad when they didn't have what I was actually looking for. I now need to go work on my portfolio. ::pretends to die::

lights out. . .lights out...

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 18:54:11 GMT

Today I have no school. This is the most wonderful thing, except I have nothing to do. But that is okay because it is soo much better than school. I am home alone until like 5 or something close to that. I plan to read some, do some baking, and portfolio making, for English. It should be loads of fun. Oh, and I'll have to go for a walk. Yep.

THE END

over

Fri, 16 Jan 2004 00:57:36 GMT

Finals Week is over. Except it wasn't really a week, just 3 days. But I hated all 6 of my finals. I died at all of them. Saddest thing ever. I went out to lunch today. Sat with Val. That was fun. I wore her scarf. It gave me luck. I like to type pointless sentences. This is great.

So today was actually pretty great. Nothing so bad happened. Except Carly told me that we might not be able to double for morp. WHAT?!!?!? Yea, I was mad. She is going with some junior girl and some of her friends. That is so lame. I should hit them all. Except I really like Carly. Although I'm kinda wondering about her because she tells me to ask this really good guy friend of hers who I've talked to like maybe 3 times. And the plan was we all go together or whatever. So this was very exciting. But now that I might not go with her. . .that is bad. But I still really wanna go with the kid. Because he is very neat. and seems to get neater everyday. Well, maybe we'll go with Jordan (his friend) and whoever he goes with. I think it might be that blonde girl. . . ummm B...something, i dunno. yea. whatever. this is dumb.

I might actually do something tonight. Like the first time I get to go out on a Friday night in about 423424 weeks. yep.

The End

i live in hell (or at least i imagine this is what hell would be like)

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 04:29:01 GMT

Good news: I have a morp date. umm, yes. it's neat. I'm going with a kid I've talked to like 3 times. Yes, definitely the best kind of date ever. Duh!

Bad News: MY HOUSE SUCKS! MY MOTHER, FATHER, AND BROTHER ALL SUCK, A LOT. THEY ARE ALL WHORES WHO SHOULD BE SENT AWAY. OR SOMEONE CAN JUST SEND ME AWAY. I WAS PLANNING MY RUNNING AWAY BUT DECIDED I NEEDED TO STAY BECAUSE, DESPITE MY HOUSE SUCKING, I LIKE MY BEDROOM. AND VAL IS COOL. I HATE HOW MY PARENTS THINK I'M SUPPOSED TO HATE VAL. SHE IS COOL TO ME, BESIDES THE OCCASIONAL ARGUING BUT I'M PRETTY SURE THAT HAPPENS WITH MOST SIBLINGS. I'M ACTUALLY EXCITED TO GET AWAY FROM THE HOUSE TOMORROW AND GO TO SCHOOL. THAT IS DEFINITELY THE SADDEST THING EVER. ESPECIALLY SINCE WE HAVE FINALS. THEY STARTED TODAY. I HAD MATH AND SCIENCE. DIED AT BOTH OF THEM. TOMORROW IS ENGLISH AND SPANISH. THAT SHOULD BE COOL, AS IN IT'S GOING TO SUCK. I SHOULD GO STUDY OR SOMETHING.

p.s. MY MOTHER IS A FUCKING WHORE. and I HATE FUCKING WHORES. (BE SURE TO SEE VAL'S ONE ICON THAT SAYS "I HATE FUCKING WHORES." IT'S GREAT.